Friday, March 22, 2013

Only God Can Judge Me ♥

My name is Tawni Elizabeth-Ann Turek. I am only 20 years old but feel a lot older. I was a teenage mother, i got pregnant at 16 years young. I now have a beautiful baby boy named Zander. I enjoy raising my son with my boyfriends help, but we struggle like everyone does. I dropped out of high school in junior year for one because i got sick and for two because i didn't take high school seriously, i would later come to regret that..When i was little i had no friends, only Jesus. I went to an all christian school for most my childhood, but later in my life i lost Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit because of the things i was doing, the Devil has so many Demons working in this world to corrupt what people do and say and that leads us to sin.

What i write is what i think about things and whats going to happen really soon, this is not to change any ones opinion on anything, this is just for people to see what i never saw before, my goal is to tell you the truth about Jesus Christ and Heaven and Hells existence and show you that Jesus is the only way to Heaven (The New Jerusalem). I strongly believe the Rapture is coming soon, Revelation in the bible talks about the end of the world and we are living in those days, our kids are the last generation. God gave his only son Jesus Christ for our sins as he died on the cross.Any sin you do is forgiven by the lord only if you repent of your sins and ask for forgiveness, open your heart truly and honestly to Jesus Christ and you will feel the Holy Spirit! You will stand before God himself as he judge you for what you did here on earth, if you followed the word of Good or Evil.


My dad and mom split when i was 2, i was very close to both of them but ended up living with my dad more, i had a great life growing up with my mom, step dad, little brother and dad until i was 7 my dad met my step mom and brothers, i ended up not liking them to much for many different reasons, one being my step mom hated my mom and talked bad about me and her all the time, and one of my step brothers was horrible to me growing up but tried not to let it get to me. My step mom and I would always fight, even one fist fight, It got so bad when i was 18 that my dad, Zander and my boyfriend Christopher and I had to move out.

Things started to get a little more rough at this time in my life, moving from house to house and my son not having a stable home. After about 2 months my dad found another house were we would start over new in. I started hanging with the wrong people and doing the wrong things. I had fun for a while but it turned into something more serious.

It was taking over and changing me as a person, i had no relationship with my family, wasn't focusing on my son my 100% like i should of, i was getting more angry and had no patients.

I needed it to live day to day, it was all i did and thought about..I lost a baby in my tummy over it, and that killed my heart,but i prayed and begged for forgiveness....Months later i got a job at MC Donald's and worked there for 3 months, i had fun with my first job and met some friends but i was so sick every day even at work, i couldn't make it to work anymore.

Then, i would sit at home for months raising my son with my boyfriends help, i wasn't living life at all, i would never leave my house ever, my sickness made me fall into a bad depression.

My grandma Joan who is a very important person to me, came down to Arizona from Colorado to visit for Christmas, she stayed for a good month maybe longer. During that time she saw how bad things were getting for me and how i was loosing everything, it was hard for me to let her see that in me and even more hard for my grandma that she had to see that side of me, she wanted to help me any way she could. On my 20th birthday my grandma, dad, boyfriend and I went to a church an hour away to see a pastor we heard could maybe help me, his name is Klaine. He talked to my grandma about me on the phone but never met before. We watched him preach his session in church, it felt great. After we went up to introduce who i was and explain whats going on with me, the minute that man met me he looked at me and something told him he needed to help this girl. We sat down to talk and i came to find out he lost his nephew a year ago from that day due to drugs. It broke my heart to see how much this man cared for me as if i was his nephew, he was crying and hugging me tight. I kept in contact with him for a few weeks. Things in my life stayed neutral for a while.

But one day i went online and typed in YouTube "died and went to heaven testimony" and what i found amazed me. Testimony's of real people visited by Jesus himself to see Heaven and Hell and come back to describe what they saw. From there i started to read the bible, mainly the part that describes Heaven above. And even the bottomless pit of Hell. Revelation is happening now, the signs to the end of the world are happening also all over the world. Watch out for Obama, The Pope, Beyonce, Lady gaga etc. and the music industry a.k.a. the Illuminati.


Illuminati - music industry,
1. persons possessing, or claiming to possess, superior enlightenment.
2. A name given to different religious societies or sects because of their claim to superior enlightenment.
These are just some celebs you may be familiar with who claimed to have sold their soul to the Devil/Satan and are in the Illuminati. (look any of it up, you will find a ton of things.)

Michael Jackson.
John Lennon.
Kanye West.
Lady Gaga.
Katey perry.
Jay Z.
Beyonce.
Nicki Minaj.
The Beatles.
Metallica.
Kiss.
Led Zeppelin,
Kurt Cobain.
Marilyn Monroe.
Rihanna.
Princess Diana.
Gaddafi.

ETC. big time, they sold their soul to the Devil to get Fame, Money, Powers here on earth.
But in return, they shall burn in Hell for eternity.(If you look any of this up on YouTube, you will find a lot of crazy Illuminati celebs corrupting kids, teens, even adults.) Never sell your soul for anything because it is real and possible and people have done it and are still doing it, stay true to the Lord.


Heaven (The New Jerusalem) and Hell (The Bottomless Pit) do exists and i will describe them to you the simple way i understand.



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Description of HELL:
(Jesus said Hell was not made for man, but those who follow the Devils ways shall perish forever).

Once you died and went to Hell, there is no getting out, you will be there for eternity. There are different levels of Hell but everyone is burning in fire but never turning into ash, their flesh would just keep coming back and burning and coming back and burning. Everyone in Hell is screaming from the pain, torment and torture the demons put them threw, and it smells the most terrible smell of flesh and is the most hottest place hotter then the sun. Lots of people who have visited Hell have said to have seen the king of pop Michael Jackson, the Spanish singer Selena, Whitney Houston, Adolf Hitler, Beatles singer John Lennon all in Hell, Demons would hold Michael Jackson up and make him dance like a puppet. The singer Selena Quintanilla-Pérez tells someone "Tell people not to come here! Tell my family! Tell people not to listen to my songs or sing them!", replied with "why? why do you want me to tell them that?", Selena says "Because, when people sing my lyrics and listen to my songs i am tortured even more here! Go tell people not to come to this place!". Young girl dies and visits heaven and hell with Jesus  All of these celebs are continuously singing and dancing and wont stop, they are being tortured for all eternity. Adolf Hitler was seen in a box burning him in a continuous fire just like he did to the Jews (Gods chosen people.) In hell you are tortured based off what bad things you did while alive. There are many Christians, priest and popes in Hell as well, they are here because they lived a double life or did not repent and ask for forgiveness for their sins while here on earth.You can not repent after death. There are billions and billions of people screaming and crying out in pain burning in the lake of fire, the center of the lake of fire is the hottest, that part god saved for those who never ever believed in the word of God and Jesus. Demons of all kinds are torturing souls in all kinds of ways, dragging them off and scratching them. There are numerous bugs crawling all over people in Hell, people are begging for a drop of water but never get it. A lot of what people in Hell say is "Tell people not to come here! Tell my family not to come to this place!" There is a window in Hell, were you can see Heaven and earth, but may never return to earth, and may never enter Heaven. There are demons piercing people threw the back, people have maggots all over and snakes coming out of their mouths. Hell is not any place for you or anyone to be, but if you sin, and do not ask for forgiveness, and you steal, lie, cheat, disrespect, murder, rape, etc. Or in a better way to say it, if you break the 10 commandments and do not repent your sins to the lord and admit to him what you have done, you will end up in Hell..There is more on Hell written in the Christian Bible.


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Description of HEAVEN:
(This is where Gods true children will end up, if you were true to Jesus Christ, Heaven is Beautiful!).

Heaven is breath taking and beautiful beyond description, (this ones gonna be hard to describe compared to what you will really experience!) Imagine Heaven as a gold square floating in the sky, with 12 gates all around it 3 on each side. Underneath this square is 12 precious stones and jewels of many kinds, (from in Heaven you can see these colorful stones.) The first foundation was jasper; the second, sapphire; the third, a chalcedony; the fourth, an emerald; the fifth, sardonyx; the sixth, sardius; the seventh, chrysolyte; the eighth, beryl; the ninth, a topaz; the tenth, a chrysoprasus; the eleventh, a jacinth; the twelfth, an amethyst. Before entering Heaven an angel will open up the Book Of Life to see if your name is in it, if it is you may enter Heaven. Inside the city the walls were made of Jasper and the city was pure gold like clear glass. It looks like a square from the outside but from inside it in endless for eternity. There are flowers every were with an amazing smell and they are singing to you! When you step on these flowers they do not die, only go back in place. The water is clear as crystal because of the diamonds under Heaven. You can eat from the tree of life, the fruit taste like nothing you have ever had on earth and the juice from it you feel run down your arm but you do not get messy. You are greeted by your loved ones who have died before you and even many you have never met while alive on earth. In Heaven no one is old or sick, everyone ranges from 20 to 30 years of age and you are perfect, the way God created you in his image. There is a huge wall and on the inside of this wall are billions and billions of people singing and worshiping the Lord, from the outside it sounds like a game at the Yankees Stadium. A song i believe we sing in Heaven is this:

"Hallelujah, ringing all across the land
Every body's singing at the Lord's command
All the saints and the angels up in glory wait to hear the news
of Jesus and his children as they're coming through"


Read the story to this! It is real and amazing! Real angels caught on tape singing from Heaven Everyone in Heaven has a white robe with a gold crown. God Almighty is sitting in a throne and lights up all of Heaven, there is no darkness ever, only an evening. People have said that their best experience in Heaven was getting to pray with Jesus, bowing down to his feet in front of him and praying. There are no tears, sadness or evil in Heaven. There are many different religions that enter Heaven, and many families all around talking with one another. In Heaven many people get mansions and sometimes more then one, your house in Heaven is being build only when you do good things for the lord here on earth, if you gave to the poor or homeless, if you were kind hearted and shared something with a stranger, Praying to the lord is something the lord loves, he listens to your every prayer and if you follow by Gods word, you will see how life opens up for you and the lord works in mysterious ways, and even giving to your church helps build your home in Heaven. Your home is made of jewels and diamonds, there are rewards on the wall for good deeds you did for people while on earth, there are many rooms for the people you saved here on earth, some mansions are the size of sky scrappers, the things here on earth don't matter to God, good deeds and following his ways will really reward you, even just praying for other people and repenting will build your home. There is so much more to Heaven, it is a gift to get there, repent your sins and follow the word of god. He wants you to spread his word to the world that Jesus is not going to return soon, he is going to return now, the only way into Heaven is faith in the Lord and forgiveness. He died on the cross for our sins so we can rest with him in paradise for eternity.

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Description of THE RAPTURE & THE SECOND COMING:
(The rapture is when Jesus Christ returns to take all believers up from earth to Heaven. The second coming is when Jesus Christ returns to defeat the Antichrist, destroy evil, and establish his millenial kingdom).



MORE TO COME ON THE RAPTURE!!!
3/27/13

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Revelation 21

King James Version (KJV)

1And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea.
And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband.
And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God.
And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
And he that sat upon the throne said, Behold, I make all things new. And he said unto me, Write: for these words are true and faithful.
And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely.
He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son.
But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.
And there came unto me one of the seven angels which had the seven vials full of the seven last plagues, and talked with me, saying, Come hither, I will shew thee the bride, the Lamb's wife.
10 And he carried me away in the spirit to a great and high mountain, and shewed me that great city, the holy Jerusalem, descending out of heaven from God,
11 Having the glory of God: and her light was like unto a stone most precious, even like a jasper stone, clear as crystal;
12 And had a wall great and high, and had twelve gates, and at the gates twelve angels, and names written thereon, which are the names of the twelve tribes of the children of Israel:
13 On the east three gates; on the north three gates; on the south three gates; and on the west three gates.
14 And the wall of the city had twelve foundations, and in them the names of the twelve apostles of the Lamb.
15 And he that talked with me had a golden reed to measure the city, and the gates thereof, and the wall thereof.
16 And the city lieth foursquare, and the length is as large as the breadth: and he measured the city with the reed, twelve thousand furlongs. The length and the breadth and the height of it are equal.
17 And he measured the wall thereof, an hundred and forty and four cubits, according to the measure of a man, that is, of the angel.
18 And the building of the wall of it was of jasper: and the city was pure gold, like unto clear glass.
19 And the foundations of the wall of the city were garnished with all manner of precious stones. The first foundation was jasper; the second, sapphire; the third, a chalcedony; the fourth, an emerald;
20 The fifth, sardonyx; the sixth, sardius; the seventh, chrysolyte; the eighth, beryl; the ninth, a topaz; the tenth, a chrysoprasus; the eleventh, a jacinth; the twelfth, an amethyst.
21 And the twelve gates were twelve pearls: every several gate was of one pearl: and the street of the city was pure gold, as it were transparent glass.
22 And I saw no temple therein: for the Lord God Almighty and the Lamb are the temple of it.
23 And the city had no need of the sun, neither of the moon, to shine in it: for the glory of God did lighten it, and the Lamb is the light thereof.
24 And the nations of them which are saved shall walk in the light of it: and the kings of the earth do bring their glory and honour into it.
25 And the gates of it shall not be shut at all by day: for there shall be no night there.
26 And they shall bring the glory and honour of the nations into it.
27 And there shall in no wise enter into it any thing that defileth, neither whatsoever worketh abomination, or maketh a lie: but they which are written in the Lamb's book of life.


Revelation 22

King James Version (KJV)

1And he shewed me a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God and of the Lamb.
In the midst of the street of it, and on either side of the river, was there the tree of life, which bare twelve manner of fruits, and yielded her fruit every month: and the leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations.
And there shall be no more curse: but the throne of God and of the Lamb shall be in it; and his servants shall serve him:
And they shall see his face; and his name shall be in their foreheads.
And there shall be no night there; and they need no candle, neither light of the sun; for the Lord God giveth them light: and they shall reign for ever and ever.
And he said unto me, These sayings are faithful and true: and the Lord God of the holy prophets sent his angel to shew unto his servants the things which must shortly be done.
Behold, I come quickly: blessed is he that keepeth the sayings of the prophecy of this book.
And I John saw these things, and heard them. And when I had heard and seen, I fell down to worship before the feet of the angel which shewed me these things.
Then saith he unto me, See thou do it not: for I am thy fellowservant, and of thy brethren the prophets, and of them which keep the sayings of this book: worship God.
10 And he saith unto me, Seal not the sayings of the prophecy of this book: for the time is at hand.
11 He that is unjust, let him be unjust still: and he which is filthy, let him be filthy still: and he that is righteous, let him be righteous still: and he that is holy, let him be holy still.
12 And, behold, I come quickly; and my reward is with me, to give every man according as his work shall be.
13 I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last.
14 Blessed are they that do his commandments, that they may have right to the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates into the city.
15 For without are dogs, and sorcerers, and whoremongers, and murderers, and idolaters, and whosoever loveth and maketh a lie.
16 I Jesus have sent mine angel to testify unto you these things in the churches. I am the root and the offspring of David, and the bright and morning star.
17 And the Spirit and the bride say, Come. And let him that heareth say, Come. And let him that is athirst come. And whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely.
18 For I testify unto every man that heareth the words of the prophecy of this book, If any man shall add unto these things, God shall add unto him the plagues that are written in this book:
19 And if any man shall take away from the words of the book of this prophecy, God shall take away his part out of the book of life, and out of the holy city, and from the things which are written in this book.
20 He which testifieth these things saith, Surely I come quickly. Amen. Even so, come, Lord Jesus.
21 The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you all. Amen.



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 Man dies and goes to heaven, hell and back to life

Young girl goes to heaven,hell and back

                                            Jesus takes a Pastor to heaven and hell and back